I kind of wish we had talked more, and yet I accepted that there was this level of deep love and acceptance and support for one another.
Loss and Grief
Stories about grief and continuing on in life after a loss.
I wanted to reassure Jack that his dad had died but he did not choose to die. It was not something he wanted to have happen.
I had to give myself permission to find that new normal, to find those things that make me happy. It's a tough balance and it's something that I still struggle with.
It's just one of those things that our kids do. They have those memories or those times when emotions overcome them and they can't quite put their finger on it yet.
My anger was about the fact that I had to do this by myself. It took me a long time to realize that's what I was angry about. I was angry about being alone.
I had ministry of healing and deliverance with church members. Do not be alone. Get support. Get help. Get involved in community.